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Imaginary Childhood
by Lori Pettibone
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I used to be a child pretending
to be grown up.
I used my credit cards,
played with my bank account,
and paid my bills
as if it were all part
of some big game.
"Look at me, " I would say
"I'm quite grown up now."
but inside
I was still a child.
Then overnight, it seems
I became a grown-up
pretending to be a child.
I had myself convinced that I
was still a child
and that
I would never grow up,
Then I came face-to-face
with someone the age I imagined
myself to be still.
And she looked up to me
as if I were old.
And I realized how different
we were.
She was young and free.
I was grown and
mature.
And my imaginary
chilhood
ended.