I was reunited with my long-lost son – then he vanished again

My firstborn son (who I put up for adoption) has found me after 35 years. I was so ecstatic when it happened – I bitterly regretted signing the adoption papers as soon as I had done so.

We fell into a honeymoon of communication and discovery. He found me through social media, and our initial meetings and messenger chats were euphoric, frequent and friendly. I adore him.

But now, after six months of almost daily contact, he has suddenly stopped reading my messages and replying to texts. It also looks as if he has blocked my phone number.

I know that I have to let him find his own way forward, but I hurt. I really badly hurt and cry bitterly most days for what seems like a second loss. His adoptive mother died, so this must all be confusing for him. How do I find my way out of this black hole and show him that I am not trying to replace her? How can I remain part of his life without being too needy?

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