emmalouise1975 said on 30 October 2011
Hi Lucy3135
I too am exactly the same and constantly think I am going to die any day now. I had this 1st when I was 17 and suffered 3 yrs of panic attacks and agrophobia...then when I was 21 I got married and went on to have 7 children....my pregnancies and children brought me out of it and I was fine until Sept 12th this yr...I had a massive panic attack which stayed with me for 2 weeks...terrible suffering and I'm now on Mirtazapine to control the anxiety but besides this I think and feel my life is now over and think I am going to die as I have terrible palpitations and my heart misses a beat. The drs have found a murmur on my heart but say it will be ok but I don't believe them and am so scared of leaving my babies. You are not alone...and hopefully I will over ride this like I did before and be me again. Anxiety and worry are one of the worst things to suffer from...I hope you get better soon. Go and see your dr! I'm learning to tell myself if its gonna happen then it will happen...its all I can say to myself that makes sense really and makes me realise I'm doing this to myself! xxx