Okay okay, I am going to backtrack slightly... I don't think I am all that London-centric, it's just that growing up in the East Midlands didn't really offer a culturally defining experience (it's awfully flat, though the pork pies are good). Then I went to university in Leeds and fell in love with the North, developed a Yorkshire accent and enjoyed the beer. My postgrad in Norwich felt rather cold and monocultural by contrast, although that was where I defined myself as a writer, so in theory that should be my 'home'. I think I'm stuck in London for good now, though. My children are Londoners, after all, and I suppose I have reached an age where 'home' is defined by where my children are rather than where my parents are... I would go stark raving mad if I
...In waxy-petalled sprays
Redolent of mourning
And of wreaths,
Flank the altar of a country church at dusk,
Imbuing the chill and mildewed air
With a deep and honeyed scent,
Vanilla'd musk.
In fading light,the low sun
Glancing through stained glass
With mosaic rays,
Diffuses the sepulchral gloom
And gleams on psalter,oak
And burnished brass,
And warms wan lilies into life
To breathe soft breaths of rich perfume ....
...Here is a spooky poem to keep you entertained...
In Darkness Crept Shadows Dark
In darkness crept shadows dark,
Of forms that could not be seen
It seemed as if I was awake
But it was just a dream...
Though knew it not I at the time
When among these shadows I walked,
And though I heard not what they said,
I understood when they talked.
These forms invisible to the eye,
Could be felt by the moving air,
The little cold breeze of a moments life,
That says something has moved that once was there.
And a shiver went through my spine,
Though I knew it was not bad,
Still I shiver as if in fear
Of a soul distressed and sad.
I knew not of the shapes
Their kind, origin or name,
But knew they grieved a wrong to them done,
Or mourned an unrightable shame.
And the tears of these silent shapes
Splashed
Fragrant as certainty (part 1)
“Underground the flower knows
that winters end; spring will
be
fragrant as certainty”
from BOND by Selwyn Pritchard
When I was seven, he
died. Bits I knew – Muscat; Aden;
Egypt. Middle Wallop, and Mum train-travelling
through
the blackout to
Bournemouth: no knowing the effects later.
Did mid-East heat sap too
much of his vigour? Warrant
Officer
Williams; demobbed out of
the hothouse into the North West’s
often sodden summers,
bracing autumns, rare-coast-snow winters.
Here we were now perched
on the rim of the Fylde, between Wyre
and Ribble in The Workers’
Playground of The North. Nick said
he & Paul couldn’t shake the wonder of the
...Lucky Bleeders
We were in the dressing room where they had pushed the old upright piano out of sight to accommodate the grand on stage. I pressed down on middle ‘c’. “I wish I could play as well as you,” I said. “You’re so lucky.” I gave a quick rendition of chopsticks, with my foot on the soft pedal to keep the noise down. Even so she 'shushed' as she stood with her back to me. She peered into a small mirror propped up on the cupboard, touching a wand of gloss to her lower lip. She was nearly ready for the performance; her dark curls scooped up leaving tendrils on her lovely neck. She was wearing the long black velvet dress- the one with a scooped low back that made me want to stroke her, pull her towards me. Later, if I was lucky.
...A ruined castle stands aloof,
Surveying time with sightless eyes.
Forbidding walls ,
Shadowed in shadow,
Hold history's heartbeats
Of the nameless dead,
In blackened stone,
As overhead a red kite flies,
The valley now and wind-scoured sky
His kingdom ;
This wild domain .. his throne .
...Simon sat back in his chair and lobbed a paper ball, purposefully, at the tiny net which he had fixed to the wall opposite. ‘Close, but no cake,' Tim said, in that cocky little voice that really had begun to irritate him.
‘No cake for me and no bloody chance for you, either, mate,' Simon retorted, unable to hide the true depth of his feelings. They had worked together, happily, successfully, for the last five years. Their profitability had plummeted over the past few months under the combined onslaught of increasing costs and a slump in demand as customers stopped flashing their credit cards around. This downturn in business prospects had opened up cracks in their normally harmonious relationship.
‘Listen, Simon. If we don't pull in more punters, we can start
...En guarde
Swords drawn,
they battle
those two young friends
dancing along a narrow seawall
in the bright yellow-blue afternoon
Fizzing, spitting energies erupt
lunging, clashing, parrying,
all burgeoning strength
and brimming aggression
until the loser falls
hard on to sand below
Time shifts.
Deeper voices ring out
Laughing across a midnight ocean
Long-muscled legs give chase,
tearing dark, closed water
to frothy shreds
A spluttering head caught,
plunged deep for silent drowning
until a hand signals release
Then the peace; the night swimming.
Beautiful reckless youth,
never to be reclaimed.